Suicide doors like I’m dead on arrival Nah I’m just playing but I’m still suicidal Try to stay straight like the beam on my rifle Looking for a shot you’re gonna get an eyeful See what I mean Spit in my genes Fuck all your teams Fuck what you represent it don’t mean shit to me I don’t fuck with your town, no I don’t fuck with you clowns, no I can’t stand another human another person Another breathing soulless walking corpses Human beings are fucking worthless I can’t escape this hated matrix Adapt this makeshift metamorphosis Evolved like I’m involved in shit Dedicated to the initiates And I'm bound to become a recidivist

An aging skeleton wearing mounds of wasted flesh Death is elegant waiting with baited breath Hydra eats the unicorn Flowers eat the blood and form Pinwheels of aluminum Crying clown in an iron lung Dying from smiles as it eats the sun Suffer the body its full of decay Give me the bottle I’ll put it away Mumble your words you got nothing to say So fuck what you say, bitch, fuck what you say Weed like a dead skunk Lit like an immolated monk This shit gonna pop like a Himalayan lung Do not step to me, bitch, I am the top rung I won’t cry over spilt milk even if your face is on the carton I won't miss my shot, yeah i'm not the marksman Sink your teeth into my meat like Komodo Dragon Sex without pain is like food without taste just lacking passion Matter of fact ya' Trying to act tough Lead em' with the beam when you're poppin' at em' Hit a blunt and cut a line Looking like I got rubies in my eyes Feeling zombified no more suicide until I..

He wanna get that llama on the first date Heard she was easy in the first place He slide in them dm’s like its first base Wanna lick the tongue get his first taste Better than a predator in a cage Wetter than your bitch on 50 shades Slid in them shadows watch me fade Out of the book and right into the page Aw yeah suffer the sage Aw yeah get on the stage Shake that ass and melt your face Leave yourself get out your cage Tomorrow could be today Future dies at memory lane It all feels the fucking same Every day is every day and every day is every day Elevator etiquette gonna your head split Looking for the predicate predicated by the sentiment Your gonna die tonight bitch I’m gonna fight this Act of violence Cum on her eyelids You know I did Now she’s blinded I’m beside it Pussy so wet she call me Poseidon Fuck like a viking Pillage that pussy Strike like lightning Fuck all your thoughts What you thinking what you got? Looking for a chance is just a chance to get shot, yah Got a problem I think not Got a thot I think not Cause she’s on my dick and I’m never gonna let her stop

I’m usually full of anxiety and panicking Now I’m on that Xan got me feeling like a manikin Then again, feel like a boy but I wanna be a man again I’m just rambling, never met a castle I couldn’t crumble But I drink until I stumble like a peg leg fumbled Pick it up, stick it up, put your hands up like those sirens just pulled up Bodied the pyramid, decapitate medusa, Cut the clit off Cleopatra, bitch I’m from the future Time travel to unravel empty capsule What’s inside your tabernacle What’s inside your mental squid Did it come with a visual did it come with a kid? Fuck your residuals and every individual Your only your own equal equivalent to a pillar of evil Knievel Watch me stunt jump, body pump, load the truck put the body in the swamp I know I’m a loner But if I had my wish id have a bitch like, Bulma Then I’d eat her like a vulture chomping down on motherfucking gobstopper Gotta get the globs off her Gotta take the job offer Gotta split the cell Tell that molecule Get the fuck up out my jail Grind like a rail, yea Always smoking kale, yea Gonna blaze a trail, yea Ya’ll make it rain, I’m gonna make it Hail, yea Hell yeah, feeling like death cut the head off of stress Victory trophy, history proceeds, Hickory trees bleed, mystery Hades, Listen please, Just give a disease one kiss can make me see, just one kiss, one lick, One drip from the fountain of you, tastes just like the fountain of youth I can only speak the truth my brother is a liar and I’ve pulled out my tooth I gave up the use, vestigial I remain like a sky without a roof

I’ve been eating xany bars like candy bars Me and curiosity chillin' up on mars Fuck a foreign car I’m not driving unless I’m drinking hard Liquor Lit like a light fixture Smoking happy trees I’m a Bob Ross picture Light the blunt and let it burn Looking like the Hindenburg Shout out to my bitches out in Norway I’m smoking like a church What you heard, watch your mouth or get hurt Tonight your eating crow bitch, bite the bird Fuck Visine Let em watch my eyes bleed Try to get as high as me fuck society Got the tri-beam I’m a predator I’m a stand my ground Like a fucking matador Duck for cover When you hear that chopper stutter Makes me shutter, blood and thunder Ain’t no wonder all this gas gonna make me hover Like a craft, make it clap, take a dab, bullets hit em’, spin em’, make em’ look like he gonna laugh Got the heater Got the burner Selling bricks of Sophie turner On the corner Sit and wonder Smoking on that apple butter Head of thunder Kissed by fire Can’t hear nothing I’m under water Gonna pop another and I wonder How the fuck you Gonna stop a monster Bitch, Eyes and I can’t see all these riches Mind Is blind and blinded by these sixes Three and it means something isn’t what it seems I mean to find the seams of the dream and I'll tear it apart like a great white shark in the dark and I’ll cart it away and I’ll pick it apart every piece by piece Didn’t you know Time’s on your back and I never hold It’s a fact and I will not fold No origami paper planes I’m hard like taffy Nasty, Beats pop like acne Sadly I’ve been feeling melancholy Lately I’ve been planning a trip to Hades

I’m a menace, ghosts dead in the presence Of a pyramid, hear it kid, the way the voices get inside your head Cumulonimbus like a sinking ship watching the bodies scatter and try to swim Trying to breath, trying not to think about what lies beneath At the bottom of the dark blue sea Krakens and leviathans lead Psychotic earthquake erupts from your guts Fountains of lava melt mountains of pus The core of the earth expands and inverts Tides turn and then the moon begins to burn A desk job displaced in time and space A reckless display of living day to day Here’s everything with nothing to say Get up on off around the rhinoceros horn wear it like crown Get down off dead, get off in bed, there’s no decision to make just exist every day or don’t Why’d you forget about the dinosaurs? Why do robots cannibalize their swarm? Why did flesh fight and slice it’s hands on the sword? Why did the apostle turn to stone in the eyes of the lord?

Like a used syringe Existence on the fringe Heart like a fridge Never getting crossed burn that bridge They’re coming for your kids Tell em’ what they did A 21 gun salute aimed at your ribs Magician’s amputated Murder was orchestrated By the telepathic magistrate Get your facts straight Here for the spectacle Don’t back peddle Only heckle when I’m Jeckle But when I turn ya’ll run and Hyde No Bonnie No Clyde Those pussies just died I’m immortal just dead on the inside Girl, don’t take me home your parents They’ll call you a disappointment and then they’ll be embarrassed I’m a villain, a terrorist, Violence is to be cherished Your third eye can’t see what I saw Do what thou wilt shall be the whole of the law Seat of the recluse just biting her claws Hand of the dagger cuts hands off us all I don’t wanna make your head spin I just wanna watch it twirl offf I don’t wanna see you die I just wanna make your heart stop I know that I’m wrong but it really isn’t my fault But it’s all the same to me

Watch me drink Watch this dance Watch this heart fall out my hands Watch me think Blow this chance Watch this hole widen my chest Watch me sink Cut these hands Watch this blood flood out my wrist Watch me blink Catch a glance Watch these eyes crawl out my head

Steady stay sleeping, wake up that’s when the guilt creeps in Seems in, get ready to swim in it, insect in it Drink it anyway What’s in store today? Misery loves company and I’ve been fucking lonely Let’s go on a picnic on top of the factory I’ll dive head first if you promise to jump after me Tragedy Leave bloodstains like a modern art tapestry Obviously I don’t mean it really, but I want to Don’t you? Wouldn’t you like to do what you can’t prove? What’s at the bottom is it absolute? Definitive? I don’t know the answer but I think it’s diminutive This communion is coming to a climax diluted soon And I hope the colony on the moon sees the earth as a cocoon Or a fucking prison the absence of wisdom and the pleasure center of an evil vision Kick off the clowns and vivisect the masters of the town Salt the ground, bow down, kow-tow to the tower now, look to the sky and let the gods piss down Gape in wonder as you stare up and drown Drinking holy water and makes you holier than thou And the semen seems to smile but it’s only a frown Refracted light, creates a spectrum of delight now When it’s Tight in the right circumstance Check the circumference of your dance It’s only your third second chance In the pants of a rancid king Kiss the ring, suck on the diamond And lick that ruby Love treason hypocrisy Like they do it in the movies

The question begs the answer The question is why It’s the only thing I’ve asked myself since my mother died Like why should I get out of bed Why should I go to work When the only thing I’m working towards is a bed of dirt What’s the point in questioning These days I fail to find a reason in anything Why do they call themselves friends When in the end, they’re a bunch of headless chickens looking out for their own heads I’m abandoned On another planet They say life’s a canvas but I’m not that kinda artist I can’t paint shit so I’ll use it as a target Heart pierced like cartilage Let me spark it for a moment of respite from my hardships And to all my ex lovers I promise I still love ya If I could turn back time I’d take you back and show ya Show you everything that makes me wish I had a second chance Wish I still had my fingers interlocked inside your hands The question begs the answer and the question is why It’s the only thing I’ve asked myself since my mother died Like if you’re supposed to be our savior Why did you fucking take her? Barely feel like a human being I’d rather be anything other than me Even an anemone Anything’s gotta be better than my own worst enemy I deny the Holy Spirit, guess that makes me a heathen But if that’s the case then why am I the one still breathing? My mother had faith in her reverend I’d spend an eternity in hell for her to spend a second in heaven Lay down on green grass, reflect on your life and everything that’s passed Lay down read another story, reflect on my life and all I can say is I’m sorry Hear my mother’s voice chirp when she’d sing that mocking bird And I finally understand the words, she’d give up anything and everything for me like a growing tree Ever count the days ever wonder when it’ll end? Ever see yourself reflected in the eyes of the dead? Question begs the answer And the question is why It’s the only thing I’ve asked myself since my mother died Like why? Why? I look ahead like there’s nothing left You don’t know the true pain of regret When my mom wanted a hug when I was fifteen and I shrugged her off cause I didn’t want her to smell the weed What a fucking mistake, every recollection is nothing but heartbreak, my makes heart ache, I remember when She’d dance to the beat of drums, liked the heavy toms, loved the way she’d dance around Gotta thank her for my talent, Mom Know I love you and I hope I made you proud Now I’ll never see that again I’ll never hear that cheer or laughter happen I’ll never see a smile I’ll never feel that kinda joy in my life time it’s all absent until I die and reconnect